Well, the day has finally arrived. Today is the last day I'll see my wife and kids for the next 7 months. I feel like I just got back a few months ago from my 1st deployment to Ramadi, Iraq in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom.... Oh wait, I did just get back a few months ago from Iraq. I try not to focus on the fact that I'll be away from my 3 beautiful kids and wonderful wife. Doing that will only distract me and during a deployment, distractions are your enemy. Well, at least the kind that lower the morale and overall effectiveness of a Marine on deployment.
Not to say, I won't miss them. Heck, I already miss them. Looking on the bright side, at least my family is here, able to see me off this time. During my last deployment, my wife and kids stayed home in Midland, TX, so I had to say my last good-byes over the telephone. That sucked. I regret not making more time getting my personal life in order before this day. Unfortunately, I ended up working up to last day before I got on the bus to the Air Force Reserve Base, where we waited for our flight out to Okinawa, Japan. Preparing a Battalion for deployment has got to be the biggest headache. It honestly takes months of training, preparation and coordination... and this is my second deployment. For some, this is actually their 3rd deployment with 2d Bn 5th Marines, so after a while this really begins to get old, but hey... it's what Marines do!
To my wife, Joann: I truly don't know how you do it, but you always seem to pick up all the little pieces I drop here and their and make sure those things get taken care of. I honestly do not know what I would do without you in my life. From raising our 3 kids and keeping our household together, to working a full time job on top of all that you somehow manage to do this and still have room for hugs and kisses. You have my deepest respect Joann and for all that you do, THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU. I WOULD BE LOST WITHOUT YOU.
To my daughter, Sierra: You really are the gift that God sent to Mommy and I. From they day you were born you've managed to keep that glowing attitude of yours even after all that you have experienced in your young life. I hope you always have that burning desire to know God and live a life that reflects God's word. You amaze me at how mature, loving and smart you are. Sierra, words cannot describe what you mean to me, so for now, I'll say I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND WHEN WE'RE APART.
To my boys, Nicholas and Johnathon: Nicholas, you're a spitting image of me when I was your age. So much so, it's scary! I already miss coming home and the first person to always say hi to me is you! No matter where you are in the house, you always make sure I can hear you say hello. Take care of Mommy, Sierra and Johnathon while I'm gone. Give them lots of hugs and kisses for me every day for me and don't forget to tell them they're from me. I'll see you soon.
Johnathon: You're definitely the one with the bad streak in you and it shows on a daily basis, but that's what makes you so unique and different from your brother and sister. You add that excitement and craziness to this family. I miss watching you dance to every single beat you hear... from the silly commercials to the CD's that you've heard about a million times already. I know you're too young to understand this, but I pray that you calm down a little, for Mommy's sake, while I'm gone. Do me that favor and when I get home, you can rev that engine back up again and I'll handle it.
Mama, I didn't forget about you. How could I forget my best friend, the only person in the whole world I can honestly say I trust.... well, Joann too, but she can be pretty mean when she's angry. = ) Don't worry... I'll be alright and before you know it, you'll have all your kids and grand kids so close to you, you won't know what to do with them. I LOVE YOU!
Tata & Annis: I'll miss you both very much. I'll keep in touch as much as I can. There's always e-mail. Tata, it won't hurt to actually write a few yourself. Don't forget about that business idea I mentioned. It's going to happen... Annis, I've always said you are the best thing that has happened in my dad's life. I don't know where he would be in his life had he not met you. He's definitely changed... for the better. I am so very sorry Renee is no longer with us. She was so young, smart, beautiful and full of potential. May you cherish the time you had with her and know that God now has a wonderful angel with him. You're in my prayers Annis, I love you and I'll miss you.
To all my family and friends... See you all soon and keep us all in your prayers. Don't be afraid to drop me an e-mail here and there. You're always welcome to post comments on this blog, as well.